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"i don't think this next poem needs any introduction-- it's best to let the words speak for themselves"- Billy Collins, in his poem, "The Introduction."
10.17.2010
my home or the place where love and loneliness are the same
thinking about you,
i realize
i imagine we are already partners
at some deeper level than our lived experience
-as if-
beneath the horizon of our skin,
we have a life together.
Inside me are the landscapes from your poetry.
I couldn't leave them if I tried,
and i have tried and tried.
they are my home,
the one i carry with me.
Inside me, we walk together through the marshland,
stopping to pull our hearts from the mud,
like roots we’ll cook for dinner
medicine
for loneliness
beneath the iris sky.
the trees are our hands,
and they rise
from the Earth,
like stories,
bent fingers.
In this life,
i may long for you,
i may ache
but in the life inside this life,
the trees hold us,
when we climb them,
and we walk along the lines in their palms,
and remember our futures together,
and the places we broke.
10.11.2010
fell
I fell
through
the barn,
filled with abandoned things,
piles of lives
that have long since left,
carried themselves elsewhere
that we dug through,
with dirty hands,
looking for something.
I fell
because there was
light coming in through the dusty window,
and I fell
because 2 chairs framed the light
as if 2 lovely people
had just been
sipping tea,
fondly,
as if,
in the stacks of abandoned shadows,
they had found their home.
Staring through my camera,
at the imaginary scene,
I put my foot out into the open air,
and I fell
and falling was like flying and I didn’t know if it would ever end.
Later that summer,
I kissed you in the barn.
We sat on the orange hill
and I cried,
and you said I was safe there,
that you would paint my body on the roof.
Later that summer
night trapped us,
sleepless,
in your bed,
in the woods,
in a blue tarp
in deer stars,
held by a thin wooden frame,
just bent saplings.
And later that summer,
your dirty hands
dug through me
looking for something.
And later,
I knew. suddenly. that I had been broken there.
But then, I was just falling,
like a dream,
like a whistle.
And there was nothing in the world but air.